I Envy You

I hate her.
She made me loose dreams and fantasies of what could have been my own world filled with no treacherous red.
She ruined me.
She lied to me.
She destroyed the whole plot that may lead me to a better life.
But I couldn't leave her.
It was the least I can do, not out of pity and such.
It was because I'm her best friend.
I hate her because she can't see it, see the innocence she still withhold. 
She still fears, still have nightmares of the deed she's done.
Still try to save us.
Still try to make it up.
That's why I hate myself more than her.
I'm already a monster.
It's the least I can do for my sins and emotions.
To help her keep on blossoming, while I wither and die.
I truly envy you Kyoko.




Hey~ Yeah this is a fanart of this awesome fanfic Kyoko made by